.. This is my gift. This is what God blessed me with. He didn't give me these talents just so I could please myself; He gave them to me so that I coul... share them with others."He said nothing. After all, didn't he feel the same way? That, if someone needed him, he should be there for them, and never count the cost? It was the other thing that bound him to Caitlyn, to Brandon and Meredith and Zach and Christa and all those other outsiders: the idea that some things, some needs, were more. Would he be happy or horrified?He did get off on the idea of breeding me. It was so much fun to roleplay. It just wasn’t supposed to happen.“What is it, Mom?” James asked. He reached out, grabbing my hips and turning me around. He pressed me against the hallway wall. The TV show Jenny watched echoed from below. James loved taking chances.Sometimes the idea struck me he wanted Jenny to catch us. I tried to stop him, but the risk made the sex even hotter.I shuddered as his hand slid up my skirt.. Embarrassed and frustrated with all the pent up anger and frustration, I sat down on the bench. With your thumb, you wiped away the tears and held my hand. I let you hold because I didn’t know what else I could do. I was worn out. I had no strength left to argue and fight with you. I didn’t realize for how long we were sitting quietly until you spoke up. ‘Listen to me. I know I was wrong. I shouldn’t have said all that. I can’t take back my words but please, don’t hate me. I know that you have. ‘I know, but somehow I just missed my opening,’ She replied and turned her head around and stuck out her tongue at me. I just grinned back and then a new game started and Carmen had to concentrate once more. For some time I kept caressing her back and then it happen. ‘Yes! I finally won a fight!’ Carmen said laughing. ‘Beginners luck, Mom.’ Tony replied and continued as he got up, ‘I have to take a bathroom break, but I’ll be back and kick your butt.’. As Tony left the room I put my hands.