Jill once showed me what she called her drawer of weird utensils over at the apartment and commented it was nothing compared to the one in her father'... kitchen. I looked around. There were a lot of drawers in this kitchen."Laurie, do you know which drawer has all the weird stuff in it?" I think you mean that one," she said, pointing at a large one next to the dishwasher.I pulled it out. If it wasn't the one she meant, it would qualify. There were cutters and grinders and scrapers and just about. We need to talk together about this. We need to be totally rational. I need you to understand how I feel. I need your support in making this decision. There has never been a time when I have needed your help as desperately as I do now. If I have to make this decision alone, it won’t go well for us.”In amongst my pain and suffering, I saw just a small spark of positivity. Ronnie needed my help. If she had decided to leave me why would she ask for my help? Fuck, I could come out of this okay. I am hungry’. We went to the bathroom, turn by turn, washed and got dressed. After having fully clothed, i ordered for food. To put up the show, we pulled out some papers and my laptop. Food arrived after some time. We had our lunch. I asked rekha, ‘are you happy?’ she replied ‘never more happy. I am sure, i will never marry now. We are great and compatible. How do you find reena (my wife)?’ i said, ‘we do enjoy sex frequently, but i had never enjoyed like now. I am all game for your. She was shy like me when she first moved into the house she lived in, she would smile and say hello eventual she relaxed and called me by my name. The more that I saw her the more I thought about her being the one to take my cherry, well I was nearly 25 and I thought Elsie was about as good as I was going to get. But how do I get Elsie to even consider me?One morning there was a knock on my door and there was Elsie, her car wouldn't start, would I please have look at it. How the fuck me looking.