The fog of uncertainty was lifting as he walked further into the circle and closer to the bonfire that raged in its' center. Sweat gathered at his bro..., under the heat of his headdress and the antlers it contained. Finally he came upon a woman resting upon the ground on the other side of the fire. "I am Gaea. Virgin of the Earth. We are here to bring Life back from winters grasp." She stated as she rose. She was the most beautiful woman he had ever seen. She looked familiar but had an aura. “Sorry, too much? I’ll stop”. NO! fuck, god damn mama no! Don’t stop, please. I beg of you”. That’s all I needed to hear. I demanded that he bend back over.(SMACK!) spread those ass cheeks for mama. Mmm there you go. In position with his ass cheeks spread wide open I was now face to face with his pucker. It resembled tightly closed lips. I recall thinking of how someone’s face looks while eating lemon heads. (Don’t judge me. My mind wonders in crazy directions).Smelling his natural aroma, I was. .." What? If someone says they saw his girlfriend making out with new guy?" I laughed. "He doesn't care what other kids think, and I only care what the teachers think. Long as I stay out of trouble I can do whatever I want." Ummm ... If you say so." But Chris didn't really understand yet.He still thought like everyone else, meaning if you weren't like everyone else, then something was wrong with you. Mark and I just wanted to be ourselves and all we had to do to get away with it was be the. I chose three as my limit very deliberately, because it would always force me to endure a gap somewhere in the month and prevent my time with Gloria from becoming a week-in, week-out routine. But there were a lot of months when three just didn’t feel like enough, and a lot of months when fourteen days felt like much too long in between This time, it just about drove me crazy. It’s totally going to be worth it, though, I kept telling myself. Just like every time the wait makes you feel like.