"----------My whole body was shaking as sat in my car debating whether to drive home, or around the corner to that blue door.The slutty side of me was...telling me that I'd never forgive myself if I didn't follow this through. Nothing was going to immediately happen, of course, but why not have a cup of coffee with the boy and see where it led?The other side—the sensible side—screamed that I should get out of there as quickly as I could, sprawl out on my bed, and use both of my favorite vibes. Lucas is 20.I have my driving license, but Hannah hasn't passed her driving test yet. She has taken it three times. Poor thing. She is content with me driving us everywhere. She gets to sit next to me and plays with my hair. I decided to let it grow long. She likes it — Mom doesn't!Our parents are having dinner altogether once or twice a month. We are swapping homes every over time.Most mornings, after breakfast, I leave and pickup Hannah for school. Lucas comes to our place and picks up. I keep my hand on her thigh for 5 mins and remove.Then again n again I put my hand n remove. She dont oppose just watching outside the window. I think she is enjoying I said her I love u She got annoyed and said how can i said this to her as she takes me as brother. After some time she has tears in her eyes in bus. Then i ask what happened She said how can i said this to her. To control situation I said her cant a brother said I love u. I pull down the arm rest between us she remove it again. He moaned in approval and began pumping faster. Ibegan to feel dizzy and my vision blurred, as he spoke in a franticallyaroused tone."You have no idea how good it feels to -uh- be able to do this to you....taking a weak and trapped little man and two hours later he's a dolled uptart giving me a blowjob with collagen enhanced lips... it's just soincredible how absolutely fucked you are Bella."I stared duitifully up in his eyes as he spoke down to me, trying me bestto keep my gag reflex under.