But I really couldn’t so we freshen up and took bath together to clean ourselves and he dropped me at the station from where I boarded a train to my...place. When I came back I couldn’t stop thinking about what had happened and at first I felt guilty and wrong to cheat behind my boyfriend and Naveen too cheated on his girlfriend with me. I couldn’t believe what just happened, around 11:00 pm I got a call from my bf and i lied about how the whole day went.Next day morning I got up late, I guess. This is the first time in my life that ANYONE has really cared. You care and Maggie CARES. That means so much to me."All my life the only thing anyone wanted was to hurt me or if it was a boy or a man, they wanted sex too. That's all."That's all anyone wanted. No one has cared. No one has really cared about me."It means so much to me that you two really care," she said through her sobs."Does that mean I can't have sex with you anymore?" I quipped.Maggie looked over at me is great surprise not. Accept that and what you encounter. You will get throughthose obstacles and downtimes if is it meant to be and be a better andstronger person for them.Your journey will be different than mine as we are all individuals, ourcircumstances different, and things change. I will tell you my decisionto start down that road was the best one I ever made in my life and havenever regretted it for even a single second. There are decisions I madealong the way I could have made better but aren't Monday. I took a hit off of the pipe he had packed, with his mixture of d**gs,and then took his long, black cock into my mouth to continue sucking it. Smoke leaked out from between my lips and his cock as I sucked his hard pole between each inhalation. I was so high and totally nude that evening, while he stood in front of me, as I sat on a lounge chair trying to deep throat his tool. I know that a few of my neighbors had stepped out and saw us on a couple of other occasions, while Shawn and I were.