." I stopped when I just started speaking. I noticed my voice were notright either. Regardless my voice became so weak, the pitch of my voicebecame so...high making me sound like some girls who act cute.I cleared my throat a bit. "Ah...I am... not Okay," I said again. However, itdidn't alter a fact that my voice was still sounding like a soprano. I didnot want to keep speaking and sound like a girl as I am a male. I startedfreaking because things were totally off track.It was merely a short. ” He said to himself. The kind of hatred he had developed over the last few days for this world was immense. He despised everyone he laid eyes on, they disgusted him, they were normal, human, mortal. Everything he wasn’t anymore and his jealousy had turned to rage toward them. He came to rest on Jill’s fire escape and opened the window. All the lights were off and no one was there. Jill had only just left, he could still smell her, her aroma filled his nose and gave him an erection. He would. ’ I turned over. ‘But I mind. I have wonderful girlfriends whom I love very much.’ They laughed. ‘Yes, we can see that.’ I went on, ‘Her name is Sing. She has her main studio in Shanghai, but spends several months a year in London. Has a big brute who controls the door and does the paperwork. I suspect her client list is very confidential and I feel lucky that Tom arranged the training.’ They snuggled up and we all sipped at our drinks. After a minute, Nicole poked me and asked, ‘What about. In fact as far as I was concerned putting pretty clothes would onlyhighlight my problem. As far as I could see the clothes were designed tomake a woman's body pretty. And I didnt have a woman's body.So all the clothes did was highlight what was missing.Not trying to knock any dude who could take that route. It just didnt workfor me.Which lead me to standing on the bridge, trying to summon the will tojump. It might not have been the highest place in the city, but most ofthe higher towers.