The feelings that, somehow, someway, you caused all of this to happen. You've managed to even convince yourself that love still exists, and that somew...ere down the road, you'll find someone. But that isn't enough. There's still another part you haven't touched. That's your wall. That's the part you have to get through before the words in your head will make sense on the screen."To say I'm silenced by her words is an understatement. I practically ABSORB sound. I want to scream at her, that she. “Just need some water” I said and walked pass the table and felt two pairs of eyes on my cock. “Hope you are enjoying the holiday?” said Mrs Arnold as I took a drink behind her.“Yes, Cousin Brady here for the week”. I said“Oh, how is that Karen of yours Del, still wild?” Asked Mrs Arnold.Just then Brady appeared at the doorway, naked, cock semi hard. Before he could back away, Mrs Arnold clocked him and said “Jesus Del I would never get any house work done with these two in the house. I guess. Savita aunty use to call me at her home every now and then to assist her in sending mails to her relatives in abroad and ask me some doubt about some novels etc. I started spending more time in her home as I come back from college early. One day aunty wanted to do some shopping to buy grosser she asked my mom to send me with her, I took her in my CBZ and she was sitting uncomfortably as my drive was fast as normal, she was yelling at me all the way to shop and the home, mean while I felt some. #*#*#*#*#I was up early the next morning getting ready to go with Frank to John'sarraignment hearing. I grabbed a quick bite to eat and finished gettingready to go when I got the weird gurgling in my tummy again. I barelymade it to the bathroom before my breakfast came back up. I vomited untilI had nothing except the dry heaves again. I think the whole thing thatwas going on in my life was causing me to have a sour stomach all thetime. I was going to have to see a doctor once things settled.