I’m her for you! I’m sorry I wasn’t i—“ he grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him. I’m sorry I wasn’t in the beginning. I would ch...nge that if I could. I never imagined you would get hurt and I’m sorry you did. I wish I was a better brother to you.” His thumb caressed my cheek. “Talk to me…” he whispered. I sat there thinking of what to say. Taking my silence as a no, he leaned back breaking all contact. I wanted to whine at the loss and it confused the hell out of me. “You know where to. By then it would be too late for him.I went to work and during my shift, plan ideas began to take shape. I saw the trip to Texas as a way to be completely out of state and have a rock solid alibi when the revenge was taken. All I needed was one more major ingredient. I needed a man to handle the actual delivery of the pain and suffering.I knew of a man who was almost as good a friend as Jimmy had been. His name was Sam. He was from somewhere down in southern Georgia. His family ran a small. In the conversation, she said that I have to disturb so many people from their sleep now when she would reach the hostel. She was feeling bad about it. Lust was raging hard in me. The thought of having sex with her was making me aroused.Ah, lust. It makes us forget anything we want to. The greatest relaxant, the greatest stimulant but sometimes makes us go beyond the basics of life ethics and principles. But lust has its own way. She was not greatly aware of the routes.I took the longer route. ”Over the next two weeks, I found myself talking with other men who had married women from that family. All spoke with the same confidence and certainty that I too would feel the same.My mind was made up. Finding Destiny in the family room reading another book, knelt before her and said, “I’m ready to do it.”Two weeks we marched down the isle, said our vows among friends, kissed, and retreated back up the isle to leave promptly for her parents’ home where she would personally perform the next.