It is a mystery to me that I can write a 250-page bodice ripper in two weeks, but it takes at least six months to write a complete and accurate 15-pag... technical manual or an up-to-date technical textbook.I got into technical writing because of some problems with people were having difficulty understanding how to use a couple of my more complicated inventions. It did not hurt that I never built the devices (other than a prototype) and licensed the devices to a large company. It was a very. Leave me some slack, will you? Please, for a minute hold back your damned advice on how a real man should act. Fuck you. I don't even believe you have a wife yourself. So stuff your easy shit talk.I should hate her, you say.But what shabby hate is that? What's the value of it? You don't even know what love is. Be honest. Do you really? I don't think so. I loved her, man. I still love her, dammit. And now look! Watch how my heart twitches in my hands. It is bleeding to death.Look!Ah yes. Now. They walked down the street to a restaurant they hadn’t eaten at for a long time and returned to the room just before Anita knocked on the door. She was an eyeful, clearly of Latino origin with long black hair and a vivacious smile. Her husband, Juan, carried a cooler and some champagne flutes. He quickly set those up and poured bubbly and the anniversary was toasted.There were lots of questions going back and forth as they got into the second bottle. Anita and her husband had only owned the. I had purchased some “Novelty hand cuffs” and after stripping her naked I spent a long time playing with her big tits and wet pussy while her hands were cuffed behind her back, lightly scratching her big boobs from every angle down to her erect nipples. Then squeezing and fingering her lovely pussy as I talked with her about what I was eventually going to do, or not do. “You know Spankie, that was very naughty what you did in my parent’s car. Teasing me all the way home like that. I just can’t.