’ He huffed out a breath. ‘There, that’s one.’ Ryan let out a shaky laugh. ‘Was it so bad? Because I love you, too, you know.’ ‘Whew. I ...as hoping I hadn’t missed the window on that.’ They both laughed. ‘What’s the next thing?’ ‘I was thinking about your apartment search and all. What, ah, would you say to moving in with me?’ ‘Really?’ Ryan was flustered. ‘I mean, it sounds great, but I don’t want you to feel like you have to say that. I want to be with you, but you don’t—’ ‘I know I don’t.’ He. My mom took everything much better than my dad. He’s just so sensitive. So many times I wanted to stop in the middle and crawl into a hole and cry. But then mom could be lost. I had to Marshall my strength and pretend that the abuses I was heaping on my parents would be enough to prepare them for what’s surely coming. We all need to get tougher than we are. Maybe except mom. She’s tougher than I ever gave her credit for. She took a caning for heavens sake. Her bottom was almost raw by the time. ’ Toni stared at Matt for a few seconds and then burst out laughing resulting in stares from the other table. Realising the attention of others, she reined in her laughter and leaned across the table closer to Matt. ‘Are you trying to tell me the reason that you don’t have girlfriends is because you’ve got a little dick?’ she asked quietly. Matt just stared back at her with big sad eyes. Toni stared at him and then broke out into laughter again. ‘Most guys I’ve met brag about their attributes,. Din bhar mama ji ke samne kam karti rehti thee, to tharki mama ka apne hi bhagni pe dil ane laga tha. Mama jyada seher ate to nahi the par sandhya ko pehchante the, ke wo nadan aur bholi hai. Ekdin jab sandhya jhuk jhuk ke jhadu laga rahi thee to, har bar ki tarah mama ji chair pe baithe uske cleavage par nazar rakkhe huye the. Hira aur jagdish dusre kamre me khel rahe the. Sandhya jaise hi dhool samet ke gharse bahar jane lagi ke mama ki awaz ayi picchese.Mama—–beti suno to.Sandhya akar unke.