I remember gently asking how long I should wait... "Well, I might like to start dating?!" Jesus, Bob! Get your shit together, man. I'll be dead. What ...he fuck do I care!" We never discussed it again. I quit work shortly after she passed on and bought the condo a month later with her life insurance money. The house was a quick sale and now I was standing at one end of my kitchen listening to a group of people talking about me at the other end."Yea! I'll call all the escort services in town!" My. I had obviously changed the rules of the whole game, for with that action the long slow licking came to an end and with a start I felt an open wetness envelope the head of my manhood. There was still the long slow movement but it was now a bobbing effect. I couldn’t tell if it was her lips or tongue, only that with each movement a warm wet loose envelopment moved up and down my shaft. Mimicking this new turn of events, I opened my mouth wide and tried to make maximum contact with where I knew. I felt his cock against my hole, he had obviously lubricated it with something, which I hadn't seen, as when it touched my hole it slipped easily around it. He started to slowly push against me. At first I thought it wouldn't fit, but then after a gentle nudge, the end slipped in past my sphincter."Ohhhhhh, unghhhhh", I moaned, I felt it fill me. The feeling wasn't unpleasant, but it certainly wasn't what I had expected. He then started to push more of his cock into me, working it slowly,. It was the enormous emotional space she was occupying in my head. She was a huge presence and I was suddenly afraid of what she might do. Her beautiful green eyes grabbed and held mine so I couldn’t look away. She flashed her teeth but it wasn’t a smile. She bared her teeth at me and leaned in, biting my lower lip. She pulled away and I moaned low and breathy. She pierced me with those intense eyes of hers and leaned in until my entire vision swam green and we were breathing so close that every.