"Millford."Del nodded. "How old are you?" Eighteen. I'll be nineteen next summer." That's cool." Your brother's on the hockey team, isn't he?" Amber s...id.Pam nodded, holding the straw between her lips. She was feeling a bit dizzy, and for some reason very happy. The juice didn't taste nearly as bitter as before."Is that right? What's his name?" Del said."Ethan."Del nodded again. "I think I heard of him." Del was my sister's boyfriend," Amber said."Yeah, but we broke up about a month ago," he. He began to pick at the strings, throwing out a simple melody as it formed in his head."Found myself," he said, half-singing those words this time.But it wasn't just that he'd found himself at the moment, was it? No, not at all. It happened every night — every performance anyway. And no matter how many times it did happen, the sensation remained strong, the feeling of finding one's purpose."Again," he said. "Found myself again. I've found myself again."He repeated this phrase, fully singing it. Admittedly, the whole store itself was dingy and dirty, and a little depressing of a place in which to have your cock sucked, but there was something about that very ambience that was part of the strange excitement of such places!I went into booth number 6 and sat down on the cheap plastic chair provided as the video I'd rented out front started playing, but honestly, I was more intrigued by the glory hole than the video! There was a round hole about three feet up from the floor to my left. It. Hereally was getting tiresome."So much the better," I snapped. "They never worked worth a damnanyway."That sure shut him up.Max and I arrived fashionably late at Nikos's townhouse the night of theparty. I was glad to see there was quite a nice turn-out for my hubby'scastration. I found him lying on his back, bound to the big, modern-looking table in the dining room. His hair was styled in a cute China-doll pageboy and decorated with a bridal tiara of rhinestones andfrothy white tulle. He was.