You go change and while you are doing it, I will be writing a fewrules. Now go and I want to see Angelina at her best."A half hour later I was again l...oking at my mother but this time I was avery attractive Angelina. Laura let me wear one of her best skirts andtwo piece tops. I loved that skirt and sort of promised myself that if Iever was able to, I would buy one for myself.Mom looked me over carefully from head to toe and back to head again. Iwas one nervous girl. She put her arms around me. And when you started talking about fucking those white women, who have submissive, little-dicked husbands, I started to identify with them. At this point I’m just confused about the feelings I’m having, since I’ve never before been sexually attracted to other men.”Jefferson looked pleased by my response, and he replied, “I think what you’re feeling is perfectly natural, Craig, and that’s how the other men had been too. Some men are just innately more submissive and attracted to more-dominant. The thought of actually performing naked for people who were paying to see her tits and cunt quite intrigued her.She watched a number of the girls and they all followed the same routine; twist round the pole twice pressing the belly to it, twist round the pole twice pressing the arse to it, swing round the pole, four steps away, four steps back, shimmy so that the tits bounce, turn away from the customers and bend over, legs apart shimmying, back to upright and start again. With every girl. I started to feel a little remorse. I didn’t recall ever feeling remorse before, but I could use that. There was no story I could come up with that seemed even remotely acceptable so I decided I would need to do the most humiliating thing of all: be honest with him again. ‘So I’m really sorry I made you feel bad. The worst part for me is that I don’t know for sure why I did it. I think I’m afraid of you.’ That was true. ‘I think I’m afraid I could have really strong feelings for you.’ That was.