" Luanne can you give this wig a haircut for me " he quickly handed the wig to Luanne. " hmmmm what did you have in mind for it " she said with a some...hat pondered look on her face. " what ever you think would look good on a 14 year old girl thanks " he quickly ran out of the living room and jumped on his bike. As Joseph peddled towards town his thoughts raced this was a major step in his life he didn't know every details yet he but he knew that from know on be water to be a girl. He continued. I grabbed hold of her buttocks and sucked on her clitoris hard then she shrieked and began to shake and my mouth was now flooded with her sweet tasty juice.Jackie stopped shaking and rolled off me then shuffled around and lay down next to me, still breathing heavily. When she had settled down a little she kissed me again and asked me if I’d ever had fun with a strap on. Which I hadn’t and she asked me if I would be happy to play with one to which I agreed. Jackie got up, went to a draw and came. "Yeah it's awesome."She picked up one of the magazines, it was a hardcore porn. "Have you ever seen one of these?" Yeah, a couple times." I only have once, they're pretty cool." she said "Want to look at some?" Sure."She opened it and there was a man and a woman. It was a series of pictures that started at kissing then went to him eating her out, her sucking his dick, them fucking, then him cumming on her face and her licking it up.She handed it to me. "You can hold it."I started turning the. Put in a combat situation like he'd been in dozens of times in Afghanistan, he was confident, focused, knowing exactly what had to be done. But put him next to a woman, especially a woman he had strong feelings for, and he felt on the edge of helplessness. It made no sense. Perhaps it was because strong feelings might lead to strong commitments.Maybe it was just him, or maybe it was his tenuous legal situation, but that kind of uncertainty made him very uncomfortable, like he was walking on.