When I came to the area to add friends, I entered Jaime’s name. After sifting through ten pages of Jaime Millers, I finally found her.I clicked on ...er name and looked at her photo for a while. Time had been good to her; Jaime’s face still looked the same as I remembered it. Her brown eyes were bright and clear. Her long dark hair was in a shorter cut now, but it looked great. With fear grabbing my stomach in a death grip, I clicked on the information tab. The page said the usual thing. I looked over my shoulder and saw both men reaching for their big belts with wolf-like looks on their faces. I quickly rolled over and got to the edge of the bed. I was moving to stand up but they were so close I couldn't."Lemme guess" said Frank, "You've never sucked a cock but you've fantasized about it your whole life. Well today your little slutty ass is gonna get two." "Touch em, feel how hard they are for you right now" Jon adds as he presses forward, "I see you're excited too" he says. " He smiled and poured some of the powder onto the glass. He reached the ceramic box for a razorblade, making lines of the stuff and I'd only seen that done in movies. I knew nothing about drugs and I didn't want to."I don't ... I don't do ... that sort of thing," I stammered. "What is it?" It's just a little coke," he said. "Come on, it's free anyway. No charge. You're gonna feel like a million dollars." Please, no ... I can't do it. I have kids. Jilly is at day care and..." I glanced at my. My head keeps turning and turning. I know I'm doing the right thing and yet to know my life is about over... damn it! My emotions are running amuck. "Why, God? Why me? There are things I never got to do. Oh, shit! What am I thinking? I'm dying and thinking about the sexual desires I never had fulfilled. Maybe, just maybe I ought to fulfill some of them."The following week I had a trip to Nevada for a meeting. Originally I was going to cancel and have someone else go in my place, but now I.