After that debacle I cautiously dated several guys but each was a jerk in his own sort of way. After a bit I merely delved into my job and my voluntee... worth at the hospital, figuring that in helping others I would be helping myself. I missed the male companionship and I missed the sex. For the time being all men were assholes and I was better than that. My friends tried to cheer me up by setting me up all the time, I told them ‘Thanks, but no thanks’ over and over. I needed time for myself to. I had her follow me to a deserted gravel bank and I got in her car. We had some small talk for awhile and then she said, “I came here to get fucked, are you willing to help?” While not in the same class as some of the women on 1st shift at the plant, Pam was attractive and wanted to fuck me. She was 5'6", weighed about 160 pounds, had shoulder length brown hair, green eyes, soft full lips, a nice full pair of C cup tits, and a set of wide hips and the ass to match. While I normally won’t look. A crazy impulse. Maybe just that I was a bit randy. I'm not really in a relationship these days, haven't been for a while. And I guess I'm beginning to wonder if I will ever be again. It isn't my biological clock I'm worried about, the hell with that, I never wanted children anyway. But I did want a man. And men who could fulfill my particular needs while still treating me with love and respect--outside of the sexual realm--were, I had long realized, few and far between. I had known such men,. I can smell the soap and notice he has washed himself just minutes ago. I want to taste him and take his dick in my mouth. I push my lips against it, try to suck and gently pull it out. I take another look at it and continue sucking him.This is why I am here. I am here to suck your cock. I am tasting it and feeling it. I am enjoying it. I can feel how he is now all hard and leaning back against the wall. He seems to be enjoying it but stays quiet. I enjoy his dick. Tease the tip and then try to.