They arrived just as she was coming round, they took her away to get checked out, I told the ambulance men that I would follow. Once they had gone, I ...ogged in again to her account. I looked back again through the mails and noted that he came over about every two months, the last time was about six weeks ago, so even if she got a negative test she still couldn't be sure.She would have probably had a quick urine test today if she had gone for a test, which I assume as expected was negative, but. I WENT TO HUG MY MOM. SHE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN I EVER SAW.MOM: SCOTT WHAT HAPPENED? SCOOT: NOTHING MOM I AM JUST FELLIN LONELY MOM: WHY IS SOMTHIN WRONG IN SCHOOL?SCOOT: NO MOM EVERYTHING IS GREAT IN MY SCHOOL. IT’S HARD TO BE FRESHMAN IN SCHOOL  MOM: I REMEMBER MY FRESHMAN YEAR I USED TO CRY IN SCHOOL. BIG GIRLS USED TO BULLY ME SCOOT: IT OKEY MOM EVERTHIN IS GOOD NOW.MOM: OKEY SON GO NOW. I HAVE TO CHANGE MY CLOTHE. SCOTT: OKEY MOM. I WILL SEE YOU LATER…AS SOON I WENT OUT OF HER. Neither of us was ready for this, and my wailing was tapping into the very thing that we were both trying to confront. That night, Peter convinced me that I had to let go of the woman he’d called forth in me, and I had to be someone different. I had to put away the selfish life, and put another person ahead of me for the first time. Five months after that night, I gave birth to Jane. I spent three nights in the hospital, and Peter, fussing and braying over us both, brought us home to the huge. I would peek at her from time to time from the corner of my eye. She caught me looking one time and smiling said, "I'm going for some coffee. Would you like some?" Sure," I answered. "Wait, I'll go with you. I need to stretch anyway."We walked out of the library and over to Union, which was next door. As we got our coffee, we ideally chatted; girl-talk. We sat in the Union talking and laughing and getting to know each other for some time. When it was finally time to leave I felt like I knew her.