For 5th time when I tried I hold her thigh and pushed it down so that my dick went inside. In pain in both of us we kissed and hugged so strong. I fel... the skin covered my dickbud was fully out. And it was a pain mixed pleasure. We remained in the same position for 2 minutes.In between we bit our lips too due to the excitement and pleasure and pain too ;-). She came near my ears and asked ‘ idhu thappu illaya’ (is this wrong?) I told ‘no, If it is not known other than us’.Then she started. ‘Yes,’ her companion replied, ‘a very promising attitude.’ ‘Right,’ Emma thought, ‘two and a half hours to get ready. Bath first.’ She looked at herself in the mirror, and felt her hair. ‘And a hair-wash. And I must get rid of those horrible earrings!’ With a little difficulty, Emma managed to undo the studs in her ears, and remove the diamond pins, which she placed in a drawer. She could not, however, work out how to undo the gold ring in her navel. That would have to wait for later. She ran. I could feel her body tense, but I made her return my kisses. I had one finger deep in her pussy, making her squirm.I pushed her away from me."I've got to go deal with your friends. Get on your knees." I pointed to the floor in front of me. I think she thought I was going to make her blow me again, she could see my dick was hard, and her breasts jiggled as she got into position."Here, put this on. It's your collar, it's only temporary, till I get something nicer." I handed her the old dog. I discovered my intensive desires to be dominated; I began to look up sites and watch movies related to female dominance over men. It grew deeper and deeper inside me, but I was afraid to admit all that to her. I feared her reaction would be negative and that me "coming out of the closet" with my wishes, would only make us more distant from each other.Two years ago, when my wife told me she wanted a divorce and that it was her final decision, I managed to bring myself to admitting my desires to.