This was going to be my intro to sex, I was sure of it. I daydreamed about her and sex all of my waking hours. What would she look like under her clot...es? What were her tits like? How big were they? What would they feel like? Would she let me see them, touch them? I didn’t really have much of an idea of what the rest of her body would be like, or anyone else’s, for that matter. I just knew that her body would be better than I can imagine, and what stroke of cosmic luck would it take to touch or. I was touching my body and I was excited with the smoothness of it. The very next day I went for shopping, pretending I was picking a present for my imaginary girlfriend I bought a nice midi dress, a sexy top, two pairs of stockings, a fishnet body suit and several thongs. I needed a strategy for heels and boots. I came up with the idea that I was invited in a costume party where me and my friends would dress up like a girl band and there I was picking heels, boots and make up kits. I went. She is a good actress, I guess. That’s how she won over my dad.My dad kissed Karen’s cheek, thanked her for the evening meal, and retired to his office on the second floor.“You know, you are too cheeky for a boy of your age,” she said wiping her hands with a napkin.“I know your secret which means I own you, mom,” I was trying to make my teenage voice to sound threatening. “You should keep in mind that.”“As you say so,” she smiled. “Have you been with a woman before?”“Well… I have a. I resisted because I knew if she did, I'd be lost. I would give in. I knew I would. And I didn't want to. Except that I did want to. But I knew I shouldn't. But I wanted to. But I was afraid to. And I was afraid not to. It's not simple, Sam. It seems simple when its not you. It's a whole lot harder and more complicated when it is you. I loved her. Still do." WHAT? But she fucking cheated on you!" Sam was outraged. His friend was no pussy. He knew this for a fact – they'd been arrested for drunk.