It was quiet until I heard a car speeding about a block away and I unlocked the back door and went into the house keeping all the lights off. It was o...ly seconds after I got into the house that a cop car went right past my house,I didn't move a bit,stood as quiet as I could. I was still in the kitchen and hadn't moved at all and stayed away from the windows. Thirty seconds later the cop car drove by again as I was sitting on the floor of the kitchen,not making a sound. I waited for a while. "It will only take me a few minutes to change," I said. Mom asked me not to change my clothes. She wanted to show off her Pretty Little Girl. When I expressed my concern about being recognized, Mom said that, with my hair, makeup and clothes, no one would know that I was Tom. I presented the very image of a young girl, not of a young boy in a dress. After listening to her plead with me for a few minutes, I finally, although reluctantly, agreed to go in my pretty pink party dress. Mom was. "The relaxant is wearing off," Ms Stroheim said. "And he is beginning tosweat.'My mother seemed slightly perplexed. 'sweat?" The body paint is designed to mix with body sweat and convert it into astrong, feminine perfume. The molecular structure of the paint allows theliquid sweat to be evaporated and converted into a rose scent."The destruction of my masculinity was progressing at a rapid rate. My bodywas being consumed by a total and inescapable feminisation. I was losingall control of my. [ Dam do I have a fag side of me hiding somewhere? I hope not cause I love women way to much for that, ] Yesterday we got the news about Dave. It seems he went AWOL in Thailand. Their ship stopped there and Dave had a 24 hour pass off the ship but was last seen in a area him and his shipmates were told not to go into. It's a area that is set up for the sex trade with bars with young girls dancing above the drinkers wearing next to nothing and we all know why anyone would go there for. Arlene.