Nikki cuddled up to me and I wrapped my arm around her, smelling her Taboo perfume (it still gives me a boner!) and nuzzling her red hair. I nibbled h...r ear and was rewarded by her sighs as she wrapped her arm around me and pulled me closer, than we kissed. Our tongues entwined and she relaxed in my embrace, thrusting her little boobs toward me. Tentatively I put my hand on her mound and she didn’t resist, pushing her tongue deeper into my lips. Soon I was kneading her girl flesh, and she was. .... the only thing on my mind at the time had been to bury my throbbing cock inside my girlfriend's cunt ....... I looked at the tawse long and hard without touching it because it didn't look like something which had been thrown down casually. The room was tidy of course. Abi had been there. The bed had been made and things straightened up generally and I got the impression that one of the 'things' which had been 'straightened up' was my two tailed leather friend. The thought of Abi picking. No words from anyone in days. Nothing but silence brought about by my own weaknesses. My deepest fear was realized time and again…no one wanted me, for any amount of time. I always fucked up and they always walked away. There was an empty bottle of wine that lay shattered against the locked door. I didn’t know why I had locked it. No one would be coming to see me, to save me. This was my own personal hell, created for and by me. This is where I would live, the monstrosity of pain that I had. I really needed that hug. It has been a long morning for me. It was good to get out of the tension of the housekeeping office.”I thought, “Tension?” and looked at Mildred, “Mildred, what could be causing tension in the housekeeping office? You and your PA appeared to be so relaxed and smiling in the meeting this morning.”Her cheek never left my chest, “I hesitate to say anything. After your eye opening meeting this morning, Hugo came in and demanded that one of my ladies visit with him in a.