"I've closed some doors I wish I hadn't. You are the main one. Greg was so jealous of you and of us. He couldn't fathom that two people who had once b...en lovers could become close friends. So, I pushed you away. Now, the kids and Greg are driving me crazy. I've wanted to call for help so many times. But I couldn't bring myself to put my pride away and call you. I've been sorting through my life since Melissa was born. If you don't mind, I'd like to bring the kids to visit you in the spring. I. Laura chose a seat diagonally opposite mine, with a knowing glance to each other as our train pulled out of the station to begin our fifty-five-minute journey home. Five minutes out of the station, Laura made sure I was looking in her direction before leaning forward to pick up her bag from the floor. She knew her gaping neckline would provide me with an ample eyeful of her cleavage.With the bag on her lap, she delved inside to select the lowest setting on the remote before flicking the on. But a few weeks ago, at a party, I kissed a girl and I really, really liked it.”I told her I remembered my first kiss with another girl and that I probably knew then that I was bisexual but did not admit it for many years later. We were sitting face to face by now and I was holding her hands. I said, “This time in your life can be very confusing and you just have to follow your heart.” Jeannie said, “Really? Just follow my heart?” I looked into her beautiful bright blue eyes and just smiled and. "I have been through this before. I know how thebody reacts. I've never lied to you and don't expect you to lie to me. Now,tell me the truth. Am I right in what I said?" She bowed her head and thennodded "Yes". "In that case, I willgive you something easy." He was whispering now.? You can find out how itis to taste my control. It will not be much: a quick moment. Then I will leave.After that, it is up to you to make the next move. I will not call onyou."He stood, unzipping his pantsand pulling.