I was alone and lonely and my sadness wrapped brittle fingers across my mind. The blank screen across the room mocked me. No words from anyone in days... Nothing but silence brought about by my own weaknesses. My deepest fear was realized time and again…no one wanted me, for any amount of time. I always fucked up and they always walked away. There was an empty bottle of wine that lay shattered against the locked door. I didn’t know why I had locked it. No one would be coming to see me, to save. I could see a number of the Sin Loos become angry and the women all looked very scared. Even my women were worried. I asked Jan what was going on and she replied, "It was bad enough to object but to hit a man! She is dead!"I looked over at the woman who sank to her knees in horror at what she had done. A few other men shouted, "Pole dance! Pole dance!" Those words made Jan's and Lind's faces pale. Trud and Sue looked worried but confused. Their confusion and mine would be quickly cleared up as. Having directed me to the seat, Akiko turned on the shower and began togently wash me. As she touched my skin the waves of pleasure increaseduntil finally she was rolling my cock around in her expert hands, teasingmy head between her fingertips. I couldn't resist reciprocating and inunison we both moaned as we revelled in the bliss we were bringing eachother. Just as I thought we were going to go further, Akiko drew back,turned off the shower and beckoned me to follow her to the. Under normal conditions, there is no way I'd allow myself to be seenlooking this slovenly in public, even though it wasn't really my bodyand physically I didn't really deserve to be cleaned-up and wearingfresh clothes. But I was pig-biting mad and couldn't contain my rage. I jogged down the apartment hallway, thumping heavily with each step,and quickly reached my own apartment, just several doors down. But thatsmall trip had knocked the wind of me and I had to stand, panting forabout a minute.