But I would always come back to her betrayal. Some days I didn't care if I got killed or not. I guess I was depressed about the entire situation. I wa... risking my life each day "for the folks back home." Then I would think that I was doing this to protect Mel and her fiancé. Damn!My world turned to shit a couple months after I took over the squad. We were taking a rest stop. We were in the middle of two other companies. The platoon leader called for a meeting of the NCOs in his group, the. "Yeah well I do, now ya know"Just then my mom yelled at me to get off the damn phone. I told Jenny goodbye and that I'd hopefully see her tomorrow. I had a big day tomorrow. A huge day.----------Part 3I didn't get much sleep that night. It's hard to when you have something like this on your mind. I got all my stuff together and went downstairs for breakfast. My mom was already downstairs reading the paper. I sat down and started eating the cereal my mom had put out for me. She's never done that. Gray and Peter the shop owner had carried me there. The doctor gave me something nasty to drink that nearly made me vomit and when I was able to get to my feet Mr. Gray took me home in his car. He asked if there was anyone he could get to come in and be with me, and of course, I asked for Maureen. She stayed the rest of the day and night. I was in some hellish nightmare world and was quite incapable of caring for myself or the girls. It was Maureen who broke the news to Suzanne and Josephine,. I saw a black man raised above Val; he had his arms and legs stretched out so that their bodies did not touch. Val had her knees by her head and the most prominent sight was that black man’s cock which slid in and out of Val, he was a big fucking bastard, long thick cock, even from where I stood I could see that. He slid in and out, holy shit it was like a piston in an engine. I knew I had a nice cock at nine inches, but that bastard out did even me. Next to them were Paul and a quite petite.