"The justice system ain't for justice. It prevents chaos. It grindslittle people like me into dust." Kinny motioned with his forehead."And produces re...reads almost as often as it doesn't." Do you need a break?" Yeah. I need to pull coins out of my Carsons. And change nursingpads." And panties, but that would have to wait.He made it into the washroom before he collapsed this time."What the fuck is wrong with me?"He pulled his shorts down. Fully erect now. He cleaned the mess in hispanties with. He ordered Joni and me to pull up a couple of chairs.In a timid, pleading voice, Joni said, "Please, Mr. Moore. I don't want to see this again. I've done everything you asked of me. I promise I'll be good."Mr. Moore smiled and said, "Sorry, Joni. It's part of your mandatory orientation. Think of it as a refresher."Mr. Moore put a DVD in the player and turned the television on. He stood behind us and as the show started he said, "Lara, this is what happens to girls that break the rules, disobey. He continued to tell her things, things a boy his age should not know about sex and yet, she did each and every one of them giving him more reasons to praise her which caused her face to burn red. “ That feels so good when you swallow like that…. Wow yes! It feels so good on my head Mom, do that again!! Fuck!!!”She was always only moments from passing out when he would pull back and she would cough out the burning dead air from her lungs and breathe in the oxygen her body craved for only a. He took our love making as consummation, commitment, his entry into my womb each day as a covenant that made me his, and he expected commitment and fidelity from me in return. We decided I should probe my husband about wanting another baby. We could judge his reaction to the question and gauge how he might react once I began to show. Getting a glimpse into how he would react, how he would feel when new life began to grow inside me, could lead to ideas about how to best let him discover this.