I got out of the pool, dried myself off and headed up to Jen's room. The door was locked so I knocked."Jen, can I come in?"No answer but I think I hea...d her sobbing."Jen please let me in." Go away." Come on sis, let me in please."I stood there for a full minute until she unlocked the door and went back to sit on her bed. She was red in the face and I could see tears running down her cheeks. I was sure that I had done something to hurt her so I apologized to her."Jen sweetheart, I'm sorry I. She was known everywhere, mostly thanks to the Great Bard Geoffrey and his amazing stories about her. Wherever she went, people deferred to her with respect and admiration. She enjoyed it despite the fact that her high visibility seemed to attract a lot of trouble. Everywhere she went, people wanted her to solve their problems; respectfully, of course.‘So why am I so restless?’ Béla asked herself. ‘I feel useless, bored, nothing to do. Is this what it’s like to have everything you’ve ever. Get yourself a cup – one of these from that cabinet there.’ You hesitated, but turned and walked to the big old built-in cabinet by the door to the butler’s pantry. I watched you walk. You were wearing a light summer dress – really just a shift made out of thin flowered cotton with short sleeves and low neckline. The skirt came to just above your knees. It was cut with just the right flair so that as you walked it flowed slightly around your legs. It was beautiful on you. As you approached the. My heart wasn't in it. There was noconnection, no love, it was just sex for sex's sake. I was dry, the sexwas chafing and my sensitive parts were sore. When he came I rushed tothe bathroom and locked myself in.Sitting on the bidet, washing myself out, I was crying. I felt like awhore, he'd paid the money and I was letting him have sex. When Ithought back, it had only ever been about sex, there was no love.Before this weekend I had been in control, that was what I loved. Nowit felt as if the.