She was tempted to agree with Faith, saying it was all a mistake, but Buffy doesn't lie, and Faith would know it was a lie."No. It wasn't an accident,... Buffy whispered, but Faith still heard her."B. Please. I love you too, please just tell me it was an accident. Lie to me. Please." No. I can't do that. I stabbed you. I did it consciously, to save Angel from the poison. Slayer's blood was the only antidote, and I tried to kill you so I could give him yours, but then you fell, and I couldn't get. It had been along the Warf in San Francisco. I was justone more of any number of girls plying my trade. At nineteen I thoughtI'd seen everything. I fancied myself a show girl, even though the showsI performed in were for those who liked my kind of girl.He was very dashing, handsome to the point of being pretty. And heshowered me with affection when I accepted his invitation to a privateparty."Lissa, I've admired you from afar. And I want to taste your nectar, tofree you of your submissive. Saturday morning I've prepared him for what I want. As soon as the door goes I am desperate to get a hold of him, but it isn't until later that night that I get to feel him fuck me. After a boozy night of drinking, dancing and sexual tension, we walk back heavy headed. In the cold of the night, I drag him closer to me. I feel his hand on my ass. I inhale sharply as his touch reminds me of the fantasies of the last month. I long for him to bend me over and spank me. Instead, he grabs a hold of. It was just her way of picking on me. Just an excuse to hit me again."By now I was livid. How could anyone mistreat a sweet, vulnerable kid like this. I just wanted to get hold of her mother and strangle her with my bare hands. "But, d'you have a father?" He's my step-father"."Didn't he try to stop her?" Oh yes, he tried. He always tries when he's there. Not that it did him or me any good. She used to attack him as well. She threw boiling chip oil over him on one accasion."I winced. "What did.