The effect is that I can wear a bikini and it looks like I have a large mons venus which really gets the guys going. This helps a bit but in some cas...s I have to undo it as I feel that I might do some damage as I get harder and harder. I am not game to tell my mother or father of my feelings but they grow stronger every day. The owner of the shop is a small man who just comes in once a week to collect the takings, have a feel of any shop assistant that gets in his way and tries to screw each. ”“Okay, Just Art. Let’s look at the first experiment so we know what materials we’ll need for lab tomorrow.” He sounded a little disgusted at having been saddled with a dweeb, but I buckled down and focused on the assignment so I wouldn’t seem like a jerk. Like my ride in the morning, I didn’t care about my own grade, but it was wrong to make someone else suffer for it. We had two more classes together but he wasn’t in my art class. We met again at our lockers before lunch.“You going to the. I badly needed attention! Thursday I went to work and he texted me throughout the day to let me know he was okay. Eventually, I asked him, Are we going to the playground this Friday?A few minutes later, I got a reply. He said it be wrong for him to go as he wasn't a hundred percent yet and couldn't perform. It would drive him crazy. I said I understood, and about thirty minutes later, he asked if I wanted to go alone or with Vinny. I sent: I could really use some fun but I don't wanna go. And yet. There is a shadow lurking over our happiness. My course allows me to spend a year abroad. I signed up before I knew I wanted to make love with Suzy every spare moment. Just to feel her fingers on my bottom in those most casual of moments. To know I can dip my tongue in the smooth, soft, moist folds dispensing the nectar of goddesses.So yes, I am happy, but also making plans to move away for a while. Suzy knows, she understands, and she supports me. How I love her. I tell her that I.