I liked being on the road, staying at various hotels, meeting new clients, and making decent money. One of the companies I repped for had an engineer ...ho was based out of Chicago. His name was Dan, an attractive guy who was a few years older than me. His company would make him available to the field reps to help secure purchase contracts, explain in detail the technology we planned on using for a particular situation, that type of thing. We had known each other for several months and had. There was an awkward moment of silence between us, and then he said goodbye and we went our separate ways. I couldn't stop thinking about him, and began to hope I would see him again. We did see each other in passing a few times, made some embarrassed but significant eye contact, and said "hi," but that was all that happened. Maybe he thought I would think he was harassing me if he tried to follow up on it, but he seemed also to be giving me an opportunity, as he usually stayed right up until. "Don't think so." I responded. Without a pause, still stroking herself, Ellen shot back, "Ha, I challenge you, I bet if you saw our spread out ' vaginas ' (she said vaginas with a sarcastic, mocking tone), you wouldn't be able to tell who was who? Let's see just how brilliant you are, virgin! What kind of stakes do we need to put on the table for you to take this bet and prove yourself?" I tried to act cool, something I'm not very good at, "OK, how much money will you give me if I can do. You know what I am talking about. That feeling that sends a spark through the brain, down the spine and all through the body. Any other feelings. Of hunger, depression, fatigue are replaced by that special feeling.Background. We first met at a friend’s house. Marvin was his name. Sex first, then we got to know each other. He was younger, moved in all circles, from Cherry Gardens to Jungle, a regular patron of the popular clubs, a dancehall personality. I was the working girl, not your average.