” Maine kaha,”Arye nahi pagal mein kyu gussa karunga. Agar tumhe achha lagata hia to tum dekha sakti ho. Mein bhi jab ghar meing akela rehat hu to...meing bindas dekhta hu.” Wo meri taraf dekhakar muskurane lagi aur mein wo HBO channel phirse chalu kiya. Mein aur Shital us scene ko dekha rahe the likin TV per dikhane ke karan chnnel walone adha scene cut kar diya. Meri Shital ke saath sex karne ki tamanna aaj puri karni thi. Mein bola,”Saale ye TV channel walone sara maja cut kar diya.” Yeha. So I pick you up one early morning… we have a nice breakfast at a local hawker stall… you know, rajoo’s curry house at Jalan gasping… sipping sweet tea with crispy roti canai, my eyes gazing at your sweet soft smiling face. Sitting next to you, listening to your soft sweet voice under the shade of coconut tree, having our breakfast together, I wonder if life can get any better? Hmmm… I doubt if it could ~ We’re clad in casual jeans and t-shirt and sunglasses… a cool looking couple ~ simply love. I didn’t kneel for Poppa, but it just seemed more natural, now, to kneel for Jamie. “And he’d hug me and tell me he loved me and I was a good girl, and that kind of stuff.” Suddenly, saying those words, I realized I was blushing. I didn’t think I was capable of embarrassment at that point, but there I was, my face and neck getting redder by the second. So I put my arms around Jamie, and pressed my head against his chest to hide my embarrassment, and he automatically put his arms around my. "I just got really drunk after youleft and... I don't know, I kinda got in over my head... It was... Ididn't see it coming..." Got really drunk?" she questioned. "How long have you been drunk ifyou're still dressed like this?" Oh..." I thought back, actually this wine was the first alcohol I'vereally had since all those life changing beers a few months back... "I'mnot... It just started that way... And escalated." I guess so..." She smiled again, she was taking this much better than Iwas.