If you were a virgin and not pretty - a measure assigned by other girls that included looks and clothes - you were harassed with snide, spiteful words...It shocked me that I was so clueless about this subculture.I was also shocked at the subjects girls talked about. They openly discussed their boyfriends, talked about kissing and fondling, and even sexual intimacy. These high school girls who appeared so sweet and innocent were not. Having lived through high school, I knew guys were nowhere close. They walked across the room to a set of couches and Lissa sat down on one. She swept her hand across the other opposite of where she sat down. This had Tonya seated facing her.“Tonya, I’d like to start by you telling me about yourself and what brings you here,” Lissa said.“Okay, Lissa, I’ll get this out there quickly then.” She started telling Lissa about her troubles and her desire to finish school. Then all came bubbling forth like a great weight was being lifted from her shoulders, ending. After about 2 minutes, I broke it. She was in shock that I could do something like this. Surprised that I did this and impressed that after putting forth so many theories of us being together, I did something that may bring us together.“I.. I.. I am so – sorry. So sorry”, I stuttered.I took a moment to re-evaluate myself and continued, “You know what, no. I am not sorry. In fact, I am- I am glad that I kissed you. I like you ok. I have been meaning to do that for a long time. You know that. I. .. Is this why you won't go to the doctors? Because you know..?"He shook his head in shocked denial and gasped as the black hands opened his housecoat up. The warm hands found his penis. It was still slippery from the KY jelly. He shut his eyes and tensed as AJ began to stroke it. He didn't want to see the look on his wife's face. This was the first time a man had touched him intimately and he was afraid... afraid that he was going to look like a homosexual if he responded.It fit easily in his.