”Dave said, “Are you sorry? If so, tell them. I also think you should talk to Tanya again and apologize for the anger you expressed at her. There�...�s a thing that alcoholics go through called the twelve-step program. I’m not an expert at it, but one of the things you do is to redress the sins that you committed – apologize, try to make it right, sooth over the troubled waters you left behind.“Another part of the program is to put your faith in a power greater than yourself. In our case, allow the. In that chapter, two escaped convicts, "Kris" and "T" came to hide in my house for nearly a week. During that time, they fucked me repeatedly, and by the end of the week, I was believing whatever Kris said. He told me that, now that I was a "black cock slut," I would never again be able to say no to a black man. In addition, he told me that black men can smell a black cock slut any time they're around, and that they use "code" to tell them they want to fuck. The "code" is something like "Can I. I'm pretty sure that Tommiand Erica were talking about Brian, not about the two of them. Erica wasnearly in tears when she left after forcing herself not to kiss Tommi."Katie sighed. "Either Brian or Erica is going to get hurt, and probablypretty badly," she predicted. "Maybe both of them." Yeah. I know Brian is nuts about Tommi."Katie's eyes narrowed. "Speaking of Brian, why have I noticed _you_talking to him several times? What's going on?"Sara was surprised by Katie's observation. For. I would just do it! So, before I could give myself time to think I impulsively and enthusiastically took off all my clothes and carelessly flung them aside and I ran swiftly into the water.It felt so fresh and icy. So very cold and yet extremely satisfying. I couldn’t believe it. I couldn’t comprehend what I was doing. I never did anything like this. I was too much of a coward and a prude and now I was in a lake completely naked. It felt so good. I couldn’t stop smiling.I couldn’t believe I was.