There was no feeling to anything, no thinking about it before I acted. It was just spur at the moment― To make it seem as if I was happy. Sam was ge...ting married the next day, Paul and Dane had already recently married. Which left me, single. Sometimes when they had to go home because their wife wanted them in bed, I would be happy that I didn’t have to share with a woman every night. Instead it was like every other night that I picked up or hooked up with a girl, but it’s been so long since. I feel a little better when the stitches are in and they're wrapping my hand up, even though my hand stings and feels like a bunch of raw nerves. I can see Carly off to the side, PearPhone to her ear, and I know she's calling my mom. And I feel like telling her not to bother, because even if my mom was somehow awake and sober, she still wouldn't care. And then she's coming back, and I can tell she couldn't reach her. And even though that's what I expected it still feels like a kick in the gut.. But nothing could b done beautiful gals do face such prob.I went home did my chat and meanwhile we exchanged text and still telling her how beautiful she looked and beware of fools n all.. She replied by love you and kisses and hugs( typical girly overflow which i actually liked).. Now she messaged me to come to pick her up and went back.After i went back, wen i saw her, she looked tired. I dont know what charm she had, but her silky long straightened hairs made her look so beautiful my heart. He scrubbed away, thinking about howunfair it was that he made dinner and had to do the dishes. And itwasn't just their dishes either. Shireen had left some of her own thingsto be cleaned from this morning and the night before.On the other hand, there had been plenty of times Heather made dinnerand did the dishes in the same night. He wasn't about to complain andearn another tongue lashing in addition to a stern flogging from hisMistress."ARGH!!!"Darius shut off the water and turned as soon as.