Unfortunately me and my mates in the darkened room had got our cocks out and were racing each other to our own money shot. My auntie stood swaying a... the fact dawned on her that she had interrupted a very male environment. She came further into the room and stood beside me. I think she felt vulnerable in all the testosterone and wanted a protector. She knelt beside me and started to absent mindedly stroking my length. The other lads started to laugh and cat called oi! that’s cheating. It was exactly the sameas she'd left it on the day she drowned, except that it was missing atable lamp. Electric lamps don't come cheap; so my mama allowed that Icould take Melissa's.My Daddy told me to sit on the bed while he rummaged through a chestlooking for some shorts for me to wear. As my sister had started tospread out, woman-like, in the year before she died, all her shortswere likely to fit me still. I was going to say that there was no way Iwas going to wear my sister's clothes ? it. I knew I'd blown it. Noway would he say yes. He'd as good as proved it wasn't purely bodyimage. Bastard didn't move, just sat there looking. "Look, what do you want? My life story and all the points that got methinking about what is a boy or girl and why am I different to him orher or whoever. Do I pass some test that says I'm more girl than boy anddo I walk and talk right? Do I present well? Do I respond to colour orbody language and do I track the direction of sound accurately? Can Iread a. He led me to some empty chairs nearby, and we faced each-other. Mild remonstrances from a distance in my psyche warned me to slow down, but my heart urged me to embrace everything that was happening – that there was nothing to fear. I clasped my hands around his neck and fingered his ponytail, and said I wanted to pursue whatever this thing was with him, and he said we could to go his apartment – but I wanted him to know I wouldn’t have intercourse if there was any chance of pregnancy, and he.