What would he think if I found someone else?”I heard Char trying to calm her down and went back to my room and tried to make sense of the adult mess...that was now taking my joy away from me. Yesterday I was on top of the world with arousal that was off the scale and then Charlotte lying in bed with me. All of what happened now seemed like a dream. I was in the yard with my mother and in her effort to connect with me she had touched my erection. I had seen down her dress and loved the things I. "We got dressed, went into the den and looked over her homework. At this stage of the tutoring thing, my part was mostly letting her recite what she derived from her classes. That was good enough to keep her grades at the 'A' level, but it wasn't good enough to sate her curiosity, so science and math conversations ranged over the way things were applied in the real world, and language and social studies were discussed on what I thought was a very broad level for a fourteen year old girl.That,. When he felt embolden to kiss me my lips parted for him,as did my legs,my buttocks and my anus in the end.Before we became one even I had no appreciation of how it would feel physically or emotionally,there was literally nothing between us now and I couldn't hide the how much this meant to me in everyway or how the was way beyond what i'd imagined,he also knew he'd finally got me,body n soul.I lay there in a state of ecstasy, so at peace n happy to be righr there with him though my anus had. For the next few days, he went back to our old routine, cordial but mostly ignoring me, pretending as if what happened in the woods never happened, which was fine for me of course. I would gladly forget that ordeal.I pass my time by thinking of his daughter, what I'll do to her when I get out. My imagination running wild after what her father did to me, because of her telling him. I plan to get Emily, and I plan to do something even worse than I did the last time I saw her.I always think of.