Smelled kind of like pee."I could squirt on you."Wow. That was the nicest thing I think she ever said to me."Do that, and I'll kick you in the face. Y...u already messed up my whole fucking bed."She got up and went to the door. She stopped and turned."Next Thursday, you fuck me for 12 minutes."And so it went. - - - 4 Months Ago - - - "Steve? You ok?"It was my dad on the phone. He just told me Mom had pancreatic cancer. That shit is inoperable. Incurable."Yeah, Dad. Just, processing"Mom and Dad. More strangers cared for me as I slept on the floor of a makeshift shelter with other victims of the Switch. I only began to come to terms with my new body after being placed in the women's sleeping quarters at the shelter.At first, being surrounded by women reminded my shattered mind far too much of what had happened to me after my 'death'. Seeing other women who like myself had been men until the Switch, listening to those men turned female begin to cope, and being helped by volunteer women. I hated her. I'd rather thinkabout what he did than what she did. I held my armsover my head while he whipped me really fast.?Eventually I learned to clasp my hands behind my neck so my armswouldn't hurt.? It also gave my handssomething to grab onto while I was being whipped.? I stood in one place in the middle of theroom and he walked around me, whipping me and not saying anything exceptsometimes "keep your arms up!"?and "be quiet!"? I whimpered silently and obediently.?? He'd always start. I may say "we'll see", which obviously means to see how things go. In that case you may go with the flow anyway you like knowing that if something is to far or out of hand I will stop it. Now I could say "no". Understand, that if I say no, and it is ignored, the evening will come to a quick end.I know we said we don't share, and as of now we don't. I don't want another man to touch you, but I know how sexy you are when being touched. I don't want you to suck another dick, but I know how slutty.