A long boring lecture followed whatI was expected to be and was I was expected to do and say. I hoped mymother would support me some time or other, ma...be not on the first try,but anyway she was the only person I had recourse to.Years were passing. The more I was getting into the man outside the morethe girl inside me was trying to reveal herself. I mimicked girls'mannerism and the way they were talking because it was more appropriatefor me and not because I was trying to learn some lesson. I've. Eventually she was finished with her hair, put on a sleeveless shirt and a black hoody and gave us a "tschüss" when she passed and left the room.Later that evening my girlfriend suddenly asked me whether I was looking at other women's boobs at the sauna. The question caught me a bit off guard, and I mumbled something like "nah, not intentional, erm, only when I could not really look somewhere else..". She answered in a surprising casual tone, that she actually enjoys to occasionally look at. . Ab bhabhi bh garam ho chuki thi and unko samajh aa gaya k main chhodna chahta hu. Unhone seedha mera lund pakda and shorts neeche karke hilaane lag gayi and muh meh le lia.. Oohhhh .. Main to pagal hi ho gaya and aawazein apne aap nikalni shuru ho gayi muh se… Oohhhh ahhh ki.. Uske baad maine bhabhi ko smooch kia 5 mins tak and chhoot chati 10 mins..Bhabhi ko itna maza aa raha tha k unki eyes hi nahi khul rahi thi and aisa laga raha tha wo nashe me hai.. Aur aawazein nikal rahi thi ufff ahhhh. It was as if my wholesocial circle had shifted from the masculine end of the schoolroom tothe feminine.So instead of Justin, Bez and Kris, I found myself hanging in the buzzycompany of Sandy, Liz and Tisha. I was allowed to wear heels and alovely dress with a neckline low enough to show the orbs of my breasts.I even had some light makeup on, which was something I figured out withMom's help. And I had incredible presents from the girls: somejewellery, a fashionable top (apparently it was hard to.