” He said. “No problem.” I smiled going back to work.“Hey Josh.” I said answering my phone later that day.“Hello there little sister.” �...�Where have you been?”“Busy…. Working, I just got back from Portland and I have been handling things.” He said.“I kept calling you, texting you, what gives?”He laughed.“Miss me?”I played with the blue ink pen in my hand.“Maybe.”“Hmmmm…. what do you miss about me?”“I miss my brother.” I said softly.“Well…. I miss you too.” When he said that…. my pussy. I was completely naked, sitting in the chair with my long legs spread wide. For some indefinable reason I wanted to act the part of a brazen slut as my mind began to summon images of my mother naked and holding me close to her lovely breasts. I could almost feel her arms around me while I greedily sucked her fat, hard nipples. "Feed me, mommy!" I hissed through clenched teeth. "Let me suck your beautiful tits!"The fingers of my left hand pinched and pulled my hard nipples while the right toyed. LOL. Mom said If I was going to do this ... this retrospective ... I'd have to quit using computer speak.LOL means Laugh Out Loud or Laugh On Line ... depending on where you are. I'm on the computer so I guess it means Laugh On Line ... except ... I did laugh out loud. Mom even asked me what was funny ... and I'm writing this like a journal so I'm not on line.Retrospective means looking at the past ... my past. Introspective means looking inside yourself. I think I'm doing both.I met someone. She then pushed me onto the bed and came on top of me and started kissing my chest. I was mesmerized watching this and just laid down calm, feeling her every kiss on me.The strands of hair falling onto her face made her look extra sexy. And now she was sitting on my crotch feeling my hardness. As I began to feel uncomfortable with my shorts on with a boner, I began to take off my short slowly. She was surprised to see my tool. It was not the first prick she was seeing, but definitely the.