Doing what he felt like to whatever girl passed his vision.----------When he fell asleep bits and peices of his past came to him in what he used to co...sider dreams but now they were his nightmares.His first nightmare was of the day he joined Kalona. He was only 14 when he joined. He used to love this life, after all Kalona has legal immunity.Second was the day he grabbed Kali's mom. How she had begged for freedom, as he laughed at her pain. How she had screamed, as he used her small helpless. I wondered what it would take for me to really be a girl. These day's with the internet to learn from, and the fact that one's sexual preference is more accepted. But in 1990 things where very different, there was no way to really research and learn about anything considered a taboo lifestyle. I wonder into Ricky's sisters room to see if anything was left behind. I was shocked, it was like she never moved out. The door has always been closed, and I just never thought much about it since she. ‘Did you want a drink or something?’ I asked him as I broke the hug and headed for the fridge. ‘Yes please,’ he replied. ‘Um, we don’t have much. Coke or apple juice?’ ‘Juice please,’ he said. ‘Did you want to go and grab your school books so we can do some homework too?’ I asked him once he had finished his drink. ‘Yeah, I’ll quickly run home, I won’t be long.’ Awesome, I thought. That would give me time to clean my room quickly. Well, at least it would give me enough time to pick my. Donna seems to have found a new friend." Donna has a good heart," I said."Just like her mom," Connie replied, hugging me.I leaned in for a kiss, which wasn't enough, and hugged her back for more. I can't explain why, but Connie's touch has driven me crazy with desire since the very beginning of our relationship. I don't think I'll ever tire of it.We broke apart after a minute or two and agreed to watch TV in the den later. When I finished cleaning, I went up to take my shower. Connie was.