Earlier in our conversation I had told her about some paintings I was doing with some of my free time on the road. She seemed very interested. Maybe I...can get her to my room to check them out and see where this goes, I thought. I worked up the courage to ask if she wanted to check out my paintings and was blown away when she Yes! Then I remembered that Billy and I were rooming together. I knew he probably wouldn't be back until last call at whichever bar he was at. This gave me about 3 hours. .....mmmmm...it tastes so good, and it's SO hot," she said between sucks. "Do you like masturbating to my photos, Gloria,?" I asked. She looked up and replied, "I masturbate almost every time I see you, in fact, I almost had an orgasm the last time you gave me a ride in your car when I had the flat tire." Good thing I was a bit early for my appointment...had to go into the powder room and wipe myself," she said. I told her the outfit she wore that day had me very excited, and she said, "Want me. It was too special to be a one-night stand. Maybe for you, but it wasn’t for him. Or he would still be here. Jill let herself cry for a few minutes, feeling used and hurt, and stupid for initiating the whole thing. If this is how one-night stands went, then it would be the first and last one she ever had. Her tears dried eventually. Jill risked rolling over to look at the clock. Ten thirty. Oh God, she had to meet Casey downstairs in half an hour. She jumped out of bed to grab some clothes for. “I did, but I started to feel worse and worse. I was a sex toy to the other guys, and then I realized I’d been nothing but a sex toy to Nick too, even from the first night we met. We did have great sex, and chemistry and all, but it was all about the sex and not about love. We fucked; we didn’t make love. Twenty-twenty hindsight, I guess.” She shook her head in disbelief.Lynn hugged Stephanie. “It’s all right, Honey. You’re here now, and we all love you.”Steph said, “I told Nick I didn’t want.