Ek din mai phir se padhai kar raha tha third floor me,usdin der raat tak mai padhai karke soneke liye takiya aur shadar liya tho mujhe laga kyu na ek ...aar jaakar phir se auntyke ghar ke andar jhaank kar dekhu,autny ke beta(my friend) mere saat bulding ke upar soraha tha,woh gehre neend me tha,mai neeche gaya aur second floor ke bathroom ke upar chadgaya jo unke room ke ventilationke saath hai,mai kisi bhi tarah dheerese unke baathroom ke upar chad gaya (low roof) aur ventilation se andar jhaank. The strangest thing happenedto me while I was changing my tampon though. I realized that if I had todo that, then nobody could say I wasn't a girl, and as I did thoseexercises, I began to feel relaxed, and a whole lot better about whathad happened to me. If I had to be a girl, then why not do my very best?That might just get everyone off my back! Mary picked me up, and onceagain the next day I was taken to the school. Jennifer pushed me hardenough to let me know it, yet not so hard that it made. Beyond that glass wall was the Atlantic Ocean, with the full moon resting atop of it. The balcony door was cracked so we could feel the slight ocean breeze and hear the steady crash of the waves. Everything about this view, this suit, this night.. was perfect. To me, it felt almost like we were in a dream. We were standing together, his arm around my shoulders and my hands holding his, taking in the view and feeling the electric sparks of romance with every touch. I turned my body towards his. .I got this new job at a restaurant. I was hired on as a dish boy and quickly moved up the ladder to assistant manager. Now by quickly I mean within a year. I was very proud of myself and so was everyone I knew. Fortunately no one knew who I REALLY was not even my parents. With the extra money I was making I had quite the following of women that wanted to be with me but I had other ideas. I don't care for women who are into me for sex or friendship. I’m old school I like to take what I want and.