When Cindy asked me if I would like to know what she does to help her through the tough times I said yes.She told me how when she really is in need, t...at she likes using things to help her take the edge off.I asked her what it was that she used. And she told me she used a vibrator she stole from her mother's room. Almost all women had one or more of them in their bedrooms, hidden someplace. She said that she found her mothers stash and took one of hers.I said, "My mom doesn't have one; she is. ..but, to pass up the likely once-in-a-lifetime chance to have the sort of sex that Tomas was asking him to have with Mara...though he knew, on one level, that it was wrong to do so, and that it was even a 'sin', but after he'd been shown Mara's picture(s), he was hooked; and he knew that, wrong or not, he very definitely wanted to do as Tomas was saying he wanted him to do: get his wife pregnant! So, he made up his mind on that relatively easily, and then waited for the day of their. The compost heap is in the far corner, against the ugly concrete retaining wall that the developers put in when they built the 'exclusive development of six executive homes' in what had been the orchard. The even more intrusive wooden fence on top had responded well to a couple of 'mile a minute' Russian Vines, and it was now almost acceptable.I sat down on the bench for a moment and thought of Laura.We'd had five good years here in our dream home, and then I'd discovered that she was cheating. Pinbu avan coffe vangikonda piragu en mulaiyai pudavaiyaal maraithen, en mulai theriyum pozhuthu naan gautham mugathai paarthen avan mugam muzhuvathum kaama aasai irunthathu.En manathil appozhuthu thaan oru enam thondriyathu, house owner matrum avar manaivi iruvarum kalaiyil veetai vitu sendraal athodu maalai thaan veetirku varuvargal athuvarai gautham veetil thanimaiyil thaan irupaan. Avanai naan epadiyavathu usar seithu namathu kama aasaiyai theerthukolalam endru mudivu seithen.Thinamum.