All week I had been reading "Penthouse Letters" stories, but I had not allowed myself to cum. My wife, Hayley, likes to either see a large load shoot,...or feel it within her, so I wanted to save up for my return. As I was driving home, I was trying to decide how I wanted the evening to progress. My wife hadn't indicated she was particularly amorous during our evening phone calls. Her comments basically included kid facts and home repair needs. A toilet had a slow leak, and the doorbell had. At night I had pleasant dreams of cuddling up with her. In the morning she came to wake me up. What is this, she asked, pointing to the thick white stiffening in front of my pajamas? I just shied away and went off to get dressed for the day. I knew what it was and how much pleasure taking out milk from the cock gave. But I did not know anything else about sex at that timeThat afternoon, after lunch, there was nothing else to do. So I sat on her bed watching some silly film on TV. She wasn’t. But that did not make any sense for I was still sexually attracted to women. so I made the bad decisions of putting this issue on hold until now at the age of 33....not such a good idea lol I realize these days I do not want to be a woman just like women's panties and certain clothes and wigs.this also brings up another issue that was unresolved form my early twenties and that was my attraction to transsexuals. instead of exploring why I have felt these thoughts feelings I harbored them. I hid. All the doctor did was look at him with lust craved eyes.Mark then rammed in as hard as he could. "AAAHHHH" The doctor moaned out. Mark began to pump in and out as fast as he could making the doctor moan continuously. Her whole body was flushed and her legs were wrapped around Mark's waist tight.Mark felt his cum boiling inside of him as he was pumping. He was almost there and could tell she was almost there to. He started to pump at lighting speed and he was beyond the point of return. He felt.