.. Not that big. "Is, is that for me?" she questions almost nervous. "Every inch" he says with a smile as she pushes him to sit on the edge of the bed... "Then I better use my gift to show you how much I appreciate it". Kneeling before him she wets her lips, taking him into her mouth slowly. He puts his hands on her shoulders, showing the pleasure she is giving, but not at all being forcefull like her husband after a long day at work. She shivers, knowing how rough this young man could be.. Doug wanted people to follow his teachings, but he wanted them to do it based on an agreement with his logic, not based on his dogma. One of the things he feared most was being considered all knowing and infallible. Doug wanted people to disagree with him when they were intellectually sure that he had made a mistake, or even a minor misjudgment. The potential for infallibility particularly scared him!Doug had to admit to himself that his political aims were somewhat muddled. He wanted a. If not, well I still would like to keep him as a customer," she said."I see," I said. My mind was already clicking away thinking of the possibilities.Pamela moved around to straddle my lap sitting backward to face me. She put both arms around my neck "So what do you say baby, wanna play with me?" she purred.I cannot imagine anytime in the history of man when a less necessary question was ever asked. I very nearly laughed out loud at the sheer absurdity of it. But I held my laughter in. "The "date" was awful. I didn't know that Kennie smoked. And he had to gooutside just before the movie started and smoke a cigarette. And thenhis breath smelled like a cigarette and was really disgusting. And thenwhen we were in the theatre and the lights dimmed he reached over andtried to rub my "breasts" and I kept having to push his hand away. Hekept saying things like, "You really turn me on Tracey," and "I know howto make a girl feel good," and "I know you want me." And this whole"date".