Freddy was losing light. He made his way around, hoping to heart he understood the basic floor plan enough to find the foyer. _ _ _ _ _ _ The stairwel... was magnificent, not one, but two sets of stairs arcing upward on either wall. The stairs were a black, dense looking wood, covered in a plush, dirty, though red carpeting. The carpeting was accented by a black, and gold border, complimenting the gold leaf banisters. Upstairs was the last place Freddy wanted to be. It was no man’s land.. I made the circle out to the sales floor and then to the office, and to my luck it was empty, so I dialed her number and made the arrangements for a time and place to meet that evening when I got off work. I was scheduled to get off at 5, and got done with my work early enough to be certain of getting off on time so I’d be able to get her off soon thereafter. I didn’t bother to change, for I knew that my clothes wouldn’t be on that long once I got to the park where we were to meet.. I never dated the same escort more than twice. A couple of times I was afraid of becoming attached. As far as love goes I had my kids and my family. I would take my kids everywhere they wanted to go. Over the years we went to Disney World, on a couple of cruises, zoos, ball games and I even took them to a few concerts. Yes, I had love in my life but it was my kids. Throughout my life Mom and even my kids asked me if I was ever going to get married again. I told them I would if the right person. I tried everything, breathing into my hands, but it wouldn't warm up my whole body. Then I remembered what people do in life or death situations - it was far from it but I didn't have the money to throw away in the first place - but I had no one to be spoon with, not even my dog who'd decided to stay in the living room. Instead I let my mind wander, let it think of stuff I'd not let myself think of in a while. My body started to become to life again, running through my veins and cock was warm.