Now I removed my jeans and my dick was very hard and ready to fuck her. Then she started to suck me. She did it for few minutes after which I came dow... and made her sleep and started to kiss her. She said no as someone may come and see us like that. I said its okay as people come here to do this thing only. Then I slowly tried to remove her top, she started to say no. Then I told her that I will tear it if she didn’t allow me. Then she said yes and removed it while tears started to flow her. I snuck the note into her room and put it under her pillow. We were all responsible for changing our own sheets so I wasn't worried about Mom finding it but to be sure, the next time I saw her, I told her to look under her pillow.And when I went to bed, there was a note from her under mine telling me that she thought about me all the time and how she wanted to be alone with me, it really made me feel so good.The next few weeks really didn't give us any opportunity to be together and it was. The convoluted, intricate folds and creases of her vagina glistened in the soft light, looking ever so much like a rose just beginning to blossom, and covered with morning dew. The equally complex base of the sleeve between her inner labia called to me, pleading with me to follow their path to Stephie’s Crown Jewel, itself waiting impatiently beneath it’s protective hood. I know it only took me a second or two to drink all this in. It’s only in hindsight that it came to feel I was swimming in. I run my hand through my hair and pray she never leaves. But while Kim sleeps, I love to sit here, watching her. The moon, in it’s early morning phase, shines through the window over her thin frame. The thin white drapes focusing the beams onto Kim’s sleeping body. With each breath, the cotton linen moves. With each breath, my dreams scream to be released. But I sit. I watch. I dream. My dreams to make Kim happy have been a struggle. The old pickup truck outside is not the family car we had.