We were fast friends, and I admired her from afar as she grew. To be her trainer and master, this was a gift beyond my wildest fantasies. I put out my...hand, and having been taught the ritual, she opened her mouth and let the key to the handcuffs drop onto my palm. “You are welcome here,” I said, and with a tear in her eye, she walked slowly into my living room, found an empty spot, and fell to her knees. “Why were you sent?” Here was a question I had never asked a supplicant. Stifling a sob,. Neil walked in the front door about 15 minutes later and found me lyingface down on the sofa."You ok dude?" Neil asked."What the fuck do you think?" I said back."Did you call the date off yet?" Neil asked scared of the answer."Not yet. I just got home from school." Are you going to call the date off?" was his follow up question."Neil, my brain is crying out in pain. Will you just leave me the fuckalone, I had a long day," I said.I went to my bedroom and laid down. I was trying to gather all. She was intrigued and of course said yes. She found it very hard saying no to Steven. All day she tried to get clues from him as to where they were going. Each time the reply was the same, "It’s a surprise". So she had to step things up. Steven was in the shower. She could hear the water running so decided to join him. He didn't’t hear her enter the room and undress. The first he knew she was there was when she pulled back the shower curtain. She stepped inside and started to kiss him slowly. For once I actually started contemplating it.We both talked about rough sex and shared the same tastes in the porn we watched. Just thinking of getting on that train heading south turned me on.All of a sudden I agreed to it, against every principle I'd ever had. I'd go down there, get a hotel for the night, he could come over and we'd have an intense consensually rough couple of hours. It was time for me to throw caution to the wind.I arrived at the hotel and texted him to say I was there. .