After I relieved myself, I was too keyed up to go back to sleep, so I felt around the room until I found my clothes and put them on in the dim light c...ming in from the drawn curtains. I let myself out into the cooling evening, shutting the door again as quietly as I could. My shadow went ahead of me as I wanted toward the beach. The ocean glittered and sparkled from the fading sunlight behind me. I found a secluded spot and sat with my thoughts spinning in my head while I pushed my bare toes. I shut my eyes to the world as he clawed my breasts and brought on a new kind of pain. He bit them hard and I knew Im going to have bruises, if not cuts. The music thumps through the walls, I recognize the song. Its one me and Ethan always sang together in the car. My fuzzy brain put together the lyrics and I hummed along, Ethan always sang, I couldnt sing, so he always sung and it was beautiful. Alex punched me again, Stop that bitch, stop fucking singing. I want you to fucking SCREAM. He. '"Oh I know what you're thinking," she said. "Don't! I won't kill youquick or cleanly if you try fucking with me. Just remember the film,'Seven' where a guy was kept alive in his bed for months before hefinally died. Oh yes we did that to a terrorist scumbag once. TheService has a lot of leeway nowadays but I was the one that did that tohim. I took him down and well let's say I asked him in a not so niceway a lot of questions. I think the acid eye drops did it in the endfor him not enough to. At the peak, I spread a blanket, opened the small basket of fruit and wine. We sat wrapped in each other’s arms in silence, watching the land below. A Deer stepped out, looked at us in suspicion. It then decided we were no threat and began to graze. Some Jays chattered loudly at us, breaking the stillness. Then a small Chipmunk ran up to investigate our basket of offerings. They knew us and were always there, expecting something. We broke off pieces of Apple and Banana, delighting in the.