I talked more, I told this is a human nature which creates and destroys relations and explained her about man and woman urges (gradually shifting topi...), and she was curious and began listening. she said woman cannot express, but men always did what they wanted. I told her how woman can do it if they are confidential and their partner is. and topic went on explaining more of a human want and all that and all the rules are social moral police so on and so forth. She then opened a little and. My first stop was groceries, ( I also wear a mask due to virus) I turned it on low and went in and did my shopping. My next stop was Home Depot, same situation, low vibe, got my stuff and left. My last stop is a adult book store, before I went in, I turned it on high pulse, I went in and started looking at movies, no one else in the store except the owner. As I finished looking at movies, a guy came in, and went over to the magazine section. With my plug pulsing (when it’s on high you can hear. We've won! And after all the hours I've put in, I thought it would be nice to come home early, especially as you had the day off. I thought you'd be pleased." I am," she said but I sensed that something was not right. I gave her the flowers and kissed her. She went to walk away saying she wanted to take a quick shower but I caught up with her. And then I detected the unmistakable aroma. She'd recently had sex! I asked her outright and she looked straight into my eyes as she admitted that she. It took all my will power to keep my face from showing the disappointment that rocked me as I realized that Summer had no intention of marrying me. How did I get that so wrong? It seemed impossible that I was THAT needy?Accepting the inevitable made me move my head toward the future and that caused me to worry about it being an elaborate set-up to discredit Sam. If so, she was going to be sorely disappointed, because we wanted the news to cover our love affair without the stupid hiding, denying.