But what was definitely true was that the balance between pain and pleasure was now totally out of control and not one I enjoyed.It felt like what had...started out as a game was a monster that had turned around and was on the verge of gobbling up our marriage. Our marriage now seemed something that was hanging by a thread, on life support. Something squeezed into a few hours on a Monday and Tuesday and if I was lucky a few tired hours snatched on Sunday between when Jill arrived back from. .He ties another cable in the middle....making cushions between each cable....squeezing the breast even tighter....I moan with pleasure, it sounds more like I'm squealing.....I feel the pain and pressure and I love the feeling...like a d**g going directly to my already wet pussy.....He runs his fingers across the slit, checking to see how aroused His bitch is....oh fucking yes, I'm aroused like a bitch in heat.....He grabs my nipples squeezing them hard, twisting them between His thumbs and. Things had rapidly escalated since that first tentative foray onto the Forum. Several men were now conversing with me, and their dialogue was crude and degrading. I loved it and felt so sexy and lustful. Thank God that my husband had no idea that his wife was doing this sort of thing.I’d felt quite safe, all of these men lived miles away and they had no idea of who I was. That all changed after some weeks, when a guy contacted me, and I found that he lived relatively nearby.I found the address. It I acted I was fast asleep. my elbow took controlOf her boobs and pressed it on towards my body slowly she was fully turned on and kept her head on my shoulder.We actually fell asleep like this till morning woke up and smiled a little as though nothing happened.We reached Auckland with one changing flight. The weather was just Amazing.The couples both hugged their spouses I was left alone looking at that both girls came and hugged me together. We went to the hotel checked in had some snacks.